Touch And Go
I think many people are brought into our lives as lessons, they teach us the unknown element that we are missing. While they may stay for awhile, eventually you lose the connection or move on. One particular connection I’ve had for exactly a year, has taught me so much about myself. I learned self love because of this person, they taught me that I didn’t have limits, and if I did they were self imposed. I had to learn to move on from many things in life, some that I didn’t realize I had outgrown. Last year I had many opportunities come my way, but some of them weren’t for me. I step away from things that don’t bring me value in life, that includes people, business ventures, etc. That isn’t to say that I didn’t see value in that moment, it’s long term that wasn’t part of the plan.
My secondary business for instance, takes time to grow, and right now with my health crisis that will remain on the back burner. I need to focus on what has brought me success, and that is Taaury37. It’s what I’m known for and what connects me to others, I’m not selling you anything but the reality of myself. When I deleted other social media because it was just too much for me, especially the endless notifications I would receive day and night, while I was trying to sleep. Even when I able to answer it was more or less something that didn’t really pertain to me. The other aspect was I work full time, I’m also a student, this pandemic and working in the midst of it, that’s my main focus. Surviving this during yet another surge is so important, I don’t have time for the fight or flight mode. I wish I had more time to dedicate to it, but right now my vision is clear and that’s the scope I’m going with.
I have a 2-5 year plan in place for myself, and after the restrictions of this pandemic and travel are lifted, I would like to make it a reality. I’ve spoken about before and I will continue to manifest the life I deserve. I want to travel even if means experiencing it alone, I have no fear of that. Sometimes the best experiences are the ones that you create by yourself. Even as a spouse to someone, it’s important to not lose yourself in your relationship, because you begin to resent them. I am not specifically talking about my own situation, but I’ve seen women, go with their best friends and travel and have the time of their lives. Simply because they remembered to still put themselves first. As you I’m not a parent, other to a cat, so nothing is truly tying me down, when it comes to my goals.
Years ago, I wouldn’t have wanted o own a home or land, etc. Now I see it as an investment, and I’m working very hard on my credit score and student loan payments, so that one day I can own the “American Dream”. That plan isn’t local and if it does end up that way, I plan to rent it out and use the money for stocks. Since money is becoming is more liquid, it’s important to have assets that make sense. That’s why the development and future of Taaury37 is my main goal. In the future I see myself as a more creative entrepreneur, I mean I created this from a daydream, and it connects with so many.
One of my main goals this year is collaborate with other mental health coaches and industry leaders. My voice while it is strong, will roar loader with a pack behind me. There is so much untapped potential in what I have to offer this. It’s not just the podcast or the blog, but speaking publicly or remote to an audience who can hear my story. That is what Taaury37 is all about, my story and experiences, as a woman who’s seen the world through different lenses. While that may be different for folks, I’m blessed what I’ve done, and accomplished so far. To be in the place that I am before 40, I’m pretty freakin proud of myself.
To dig myself out of the deepest depression of my life and flip it around, and use my resilient spirit to transparently tell my story is brave. Years ago I wouldn’t have shared anything, more so I would have pretended I was fine. In reality I was anything but fine, I was damaged. I still am, but I’m starting to heal a lot more, I feel the emptiness slipping away, the gaps of my heart and soul are filling up again. As I look at the cotton candy outside, I give thanks to the Universe, and to the people who helped me grow last year. This year 2021 will be my year, the building of Taaury37 and it becoming the empire that I have envisioned for myself. I may not always share every bit of my success, but trust me it’s there. It’s a bigger of the puzzle, that I connect . My self love and mental health journey, is here to stay and I can’t wait to share all of things my future is going to hold. Take a seat on this wild ride together ❤️
Take Care,
Taaury37
